I used to be...

I dont know how can I feel,"empty and full" at the same time.
I mean I have a lot of things to do,a lot of books to read and many problems to solve.I'm really busy actually.
And to another hand, I feel that I dont have nothing to take care,nothing really important to take care.
I dont have a girlfriend ,I dont have anyone.
I have friends...
My friends ...
It's complicated when you listen things you dont want to listen.But it is worse when you heard it through some friends mouth.
To be honest sometimes i miss my old friends that friends that I forgot when I made news one.

I need to see my old friends,I need to talk and feel like I used to feel...

I used to feel full.
I used to be happier.